Monday, October 17, 2011

New Direction

By the end of Heart Root: A Memoir, the reader had an understanding of my belief that everything … every action, every reaction is connected.  Learning that lesson, knowing that I am not disconnected has not made life easier.  The uplifting moment in “Finale” (177), the scene based on the movie “Sister Act”, when I stepped forward as the solo voice in Whoopi Goldberg’s imaginary choir of women was meant to describe an intuitive leap… an aha moment for me ... a building of courage to live.  The realization that I am interrelated (integral) with all life was a time of strength and a way to explain how I planned to survive.  It was a nice spot, a neat ending … me stepping forward to belt out my personal song but, I couldn’t stay there.  The writing was an endeavor, a striving to make sense; an attempt to rid myself of the depression that smothered my creative voice.  Why was I surprised when life immediately began to spiral in a new direction? 

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